The Gap

The Gap Susan sits alone in her apartment. Head between her hands, alone, in tears, alone. Her man has gone, gone for good and he won’t be coming back. Susan feels her days are empty, her chest filled with fear of being alone, in the morning, during the day and the long endless evenings only…

News from Alan Forrest Smith

Updates and News with Alan Forrest Smith. I have so much to share with you today I have no idea where to start. I’d just like to share with you if that’s OK with you? If not delete me forever! What I do know is this… I have taken time out to think and regain…

Moment of Shift

Imagine a man. He is average, just an average man. Average height, average clothes, average life. His skin is gray, his hair is thinning, he wears an ill fighting black or a pin stripped suit with black shoes he bought from an average man’s clothing shop. He is trying day after day, week after week…

Want Need Relationship?

This I suppose is a little off topic for me but the response was so huge on Facebook I really wanted to share it for the simple reason it might help you. I posted this small not on Facebook ‘Being alone is an interesting and very human process. It forces me to discover who I…

Dead Self

As I walked along the old railway in the distance I could see a figure sat in the shade to the left. The closer I got the more detail I could see. It was a man, he was alone, he was sitting down, looking almost staring at the floor. It was sunny yet he was…

News Narcotics

Did you see it, read it, the news? Hooked, addicted, news, abuser … this is the world of the News Narcotic! I was in my village today where I live and a guy asked if I’d seen the news all week? I said ‘no’ He reply, ‘no are you serious you don’t know about this…

Adulterous Bitch?

Music Teacher and Married Mother of 5 Runs off With 25 Year Old Music Student Adulterous Bitch! Shocking right but true. Or is it? Just a few doors away from me lives a lady of 74 years old. Just yesterday as I was putting out some washing to dry I heard a voice shout ‘Alan,…

Bastard Genius

How is it a Bastard can become one of the most creative minds in history? Let me explain and also show you how knowing this could change the way you think and feel. When born in April 15th 1452 his father took him away to live with him while his mother married another man eventually…