At the age of 45-years, I wondered what the hell was going on? After a life of stability, I faced divorce, homelessness, loss of faith and a loss of everything. The most destructive period of life I ever faced … and survived.

I vanished into a mountain in California all alone and put this book together. It was the only way I felt I could make sense of what felt like utter helplessness but the ultimately total triumph over my embedded life.