Life Part One

Life  why do you tease me the way you do?

Part 1.

I try to please you and do as I am to do yet you tease me with discontent and questioning the questions.My days can be days of fill and days of plenty yet I sit and ask and wonder and confuse with questionings of life itself. Life you are a gift that is short to me, short to all mankind.A gift unwrapped and a gift that no man could ever see. You tease and sometimes please yet I have so many questions that even if another ten lives were added to my own my life would still not be a life long enough to hear the answers.Why am I here? And of course I know an am not a fool I know I am not the first to ask and never the final one to ask.Does everyone ask why they are here or does no one really care why they are here?I don't know I have no idea about this reply.Life never carries on for all times yet is there something that does carry on for all times?One man will reply a yes and one man will reply a no.Is it more of a truth that they do not know yet their own belief has forced the answer to be true despite the fact it isn't true?Life you pain me with life itself because I know yes even I know at some point in time, my time and your time and the time of all people everything will become its one final time.The last time I shall hear a bird sing in early springtime.The last time I shall hear winds blow through the trees and move my hair.The last time I shall see the face of my wife, my darling lover and life companion.The last time to taste ,the last time to drink and the final moment when a sleeping breath is to pass my lips. Everything has its time and everyone has their time. Is anyone an exception speak your voice now?Life you tease and displease and are a thief of humanity. I have my time given from birth yet my time is thrown to the side as I sit and think like a fool who can never work out the simplest of all things. Is this like throwing away a precious stone into the river?Life you are the thief.Life I am and can be that fool?As I write there are many around me called evolved because they sit with their face staring at a screen yet what can the screen give them apart from information. The screen removes the sense of all things. The screen the screen the screaming seen that makes no noise. Has no sound, no wind, no smell, no touch just a forced image into the eyes of the viewer that is decided by a man in an office somewhere.Oh how unnatural for the man that is a slave to the glass screen. These no longer go out and touch a tree in fact who is the man that can name twenty trees?Who is now the man that knows the name of ten trees?Who is the man that can tell me five of life's huge plants and share their wonderful awe and interest? A tree you fool a tree. A tree lives longer than you, some into millenniums of years. Why do you think you are greater than a tree? Because you have ability to move and learn and even create? Maybe my thoughts are old thoughts that can no longer survive in a world that has become evolved? They say evolved they all say so ignorantly.A tree stands and laughs at you in silence of course. It holds the ground and buries its secrets deep beneath its skin. This tree has seen a hundred queens yet if you see two you are an man of old. The tree is a creator more than you can ever be. Man creates things that rust and get consumed, devoured and thrown away.Man invents and smile and laughs and rejoices at his new moment of glory in the creation of nothing in particular. Man uses his wisdom mostly to sell more and devour more. More of these means more taken from the ground. The tree is a giver a creator and a secret of the gods. The tree gives, gives gives while man takes takes takes even when he feel his life is a life of giving. I did say God in a godless world am I now the fool? Say as you say uneducated one.The tree worries about nothing whilst man worries about all things. The tree has its finality yet in its creation produces seed and offspring so that he or she will remain for all times. Man listen up if it was not for the tree breath itself would no longer remain. Damn foolishness is the life of a man. Then again I don't want to be a tree but all the same it gives me something to think about all times and why not. Are we t be thoughtless during this life? The Zooman thinks of nothing. Thought is a route to the secrets of life but not all thought leads to a revealing. Why does life have its time? Some say we can all live forever yet I am yet to see man’s greatness. Man’s greatness is based upon his ego. What is his ego but nothingness.How many men are remembered from the history? Sound his legacy, his legacy of what? If I create great I have my name in stone but really what can that mean? Does it mean anything if we are etched into life itself? What is a stone but part of nature itself and what is nature? Nature is the support system of life that man endlessly seeks to destroy and manipulate for what reasons? Time erases the stone whilst the stone goes back to dust whilst the dust becomes the ground.Then ands then only does the cycle start again.You are man and have no control over time. Yes there are some in humanity that do wonderful works of good, how can I ever say they do not. Some will do works so great that tears will flood from the eyes of a nation as we see the wonder travelling through time through our to screens and into our memories yet the passage of time usually prevents the real change and why is that? One man can change a nation yet that nation in the midst of its change can eventually turn on that man and seek to destroy him although his changes we so great. They then take his greatness and in acts of jealousy they actively destroy what is great. This is not progress of any kind this is mans nature to build and destroy, destroy and build.Man is in a state of devolution. The evolved man of time is dead or is he? Nature natural deaths puts nature or natural itself back into the ground or into the air or into the water but into the cycle of life. When man destroys he leaves chaos, poison, toxins. That can even be something as simple as words embedded into the minds the drone nations. Why do we allow those men the freedom of life itself when there are so many that cannot have life but want life to become their possession. I saw a child that had his life shortened. His life should be three score years and ten yet the reality for the child was life has been cast as a five year period because of an illness no doctor could repair. The child would pass away yet the parents wanted so much for their life to become the child's life while they asked for their life to end so the child could grasp his human allocation.Life what are you exactly?Tease us, age us, die us all. That's when life seems cruel, fierce and no good yet life is a locked secret that no man can ever unlock, open and share with the mass. Life why do you do this, can you share your secrets ever or do we simply arrive, exist and leave the world only to become dust? Is that it? I suspect there are those that will tell us absolutes of more. The absolutes they tell us are absolutes of their imagination or reacted abstracts that are eventually placed as truth despite they have no place in truth itself. Or do they? I can never claim to be an enlightened anything, I am simply a man. Just look at Rome. Rome a city held by angels of every size and why? The artists were told to create a city that was to become heaven on earth. Yes, of course, it has its glory yet I could never help thinking about this huge lie that has no reality in heaven itself.Does God reside amongst the Italian stones and unbleached streets? I say no yet what I say has no basis in fact, I do not know I simply doubt it but cannot say for certainty. Now the myth has become an absolute. The absolute was that Rome was a city to be blessed by God and God would bless those that adored the city. God never said that as a truth or did I mishear the self-proclaimed holy ones? This is a truth of man to prepare the truth of life itself yet the truth they feed has no place in truth despite the masses that question nothing say it as truth. See how time plays a game? See how life plays a game? Life it's like that endlessly fooling man into something that has no place in the human reality. What is real anyway. Even the mirror lies yet I see myself.So what is life, does anyone ask anymore? This world has created a dumbed down version of humanity that revolves around instant, revolves nothing and fears the reality of life itself ending. Fools. if you cannot accept a final moment you can never live in this moment. can you? Pleasure, leisure and pleasure me more revolves around now doesn't it?. Not tomorrow but right now.Selfish you, selfish me, selfish us. An electro techno driven consumer driven to want more of anything man yet does this make the life of a man anymore? What they own creates nothing but dissatisfaction while what they don't have creates nothing but desire. Locked in a nowhere land of waiting for the next thing, desiring the one thing that is outside whilst everything they need is already on the inside. The inside off what they all cry and tell me where that inside is? Inside is a place no one looks any longer in this lifeless world. Even those that have life eventually become convinced that the inside is empty whilst what is on the outside is what they need for the gift of fulfilment. Full fulfilment is neither a gift or a blessing or a secret.What is this curiosity called life?A man can be fulfilled yet still the need for more or what is outside can arrive without warning at any moment. Man has been reduced to nothing in the case of most men. Most men and I say almost most men because some men are not most men but most men have no idea on the reality of life and that is life is time and time is allocated and does one day end. Doesn't it? Life is given to man and man is given life yet that man once born is an empty vessel waiting to be filled. How the vessel is filled will make the man into a man that is content, a man that is dumb a man of intelligent thought or a man that has no longer any appearance of a man. You know a man as a man should be not a man as mankind have created. It seems today life has created a new man yet old all the same. No longer a dumbed down man but a man that is so dumbed, numbed and useless that this man can barely be called a man anymore.What is this kind of man? Is he a man that is a sub race of nothing in particular that is devolving the mind into stupidness. Stupidness is the creation of man because even a man with no nothing that meets no one and sees no one and hears nothing will develop and grow the need for survival and thrive if he is old enough to survive that initial moment in time. The moment being when his or her life has been handed over. Yet the period before that takes place is still influenced by nothing, something corrupts the ideas of all things. If no questions are asked no answers can be given. The non curious are dead but not with death. These ones are dead in life.Life why do you play this game of pointless nothing’s? Is it all really so pointless? We are all forgotten are we not? Life is short yet some at the end of their life voice regrets over life, their life yet they had the mind all man has at the start of their life and their life had the ability of all men. Life can be a joy or life can be an endless disease. Life can be long and life can be short but the sure thing is that life itself will have a conclusion when all things finally come to their own end. Man you are a fool of fools that has no longer recognised his own dust yet the tree laughs as it stands for all times looking and smiling at its age.There are things you will never reveal to us yet we feel we known and have the answers until the next answer comes along that is. So many absolutes are shared yet none of them are absolutes because mans thoughts are always based on the life of that man whilst the life of that man can never be long enough to be a life or reality that is a life of time and time is not what all men have.For example I read the book the God delusion from Dawkins. Fool. Bastard. Fool. New religionist of nothing in particular. Man of letters and praise yet is he a man all the same? Bitter twisted face that screams his own reality without truth. Really? Never have I read such negative unsubstantiated rambles in my life. His views are based on his life, his voice is a voice for the mass and the mass will follow his new religion despite him saying religion has no place. Can a man that lives just a short life of 70 years or more really have the powers and abilities to talk about such secrets as absolutes?This is a man that claims to know life yet it is clear he has not known and cannot grasp the reality of life. If he has known or wanted to know life his life would be nothing like his life appears and I must admit I do not know the life is such a man yet I read his book seeing words that are based around old boring cyclical histories that tell us nothing about mankind or humanity apart from its ability to follow those that speak louder than most others. What is it that creates theses experts? Dust they become, dust I am.Life has no absolutes because we cannot live a life of real length. Even the simplest of things can now be shown to be the most complex of things in millennium. Even the most complex from times ago can now be shown to be the most simple. Man will say there is no God and man will say there is a god. Is there a God?I make no claim of divine or superhuman ability. i will never claim the gown of a fool. The man that has no God has replaced his God with a new God he cannot call a god yet it is his source of godly worship. The man that wants God neither wants God himself or to please God, this mans simply is a man seeking salvation of his own at a level only himself can understand despite the probability that he cannot understand it. Can a man really understand such things? Are messages from something read as messages from something else? Even the old balding white gowned philosopher that would once ask the man to question everything has been reduced to the selfish self resisting the words and rearranging the words of Plato and other great historical minds into a dumbed down smile covered version of what is was met to be. Now anyone can buyPlato’s Republic as a simplified version so he doesn't have to read anymore that he has to read yet is the read, the reading and the rereading that enforces a point and provokes a thought to question what was read. A man that does not read is a man that cannot know. This man believes his life is endless and accepts the mantra of the mass. Philosophers today where are you all hiding? In homes surrounded by connected screens that leave you unconnected at most levels.A place where a search engine does your thinking and your thinking is reapplied by a search term. What is search? Search is not the typing of words into a box but the activation of something so deep inside the mind of a man that search will uncover and recover a hidden thought. This is search. Philosophers that would once ask me to think about life you now feed me like a politician or a hypocrite of cloth wants to feed me for the sake of your own greatness. That is a dumbed version of something that could be great but has now become tasteless waters. Your words and books are foolish words and books that no longer ask man to ask about life but tell man this is the best way to live their life. Listen up hypocrites. Everyman is a man alone.Every man has his thoughts shaped by his experiences. Every experience is unique to that man and unique to that man only so how can your life experiences and dumbed down platonic thoughts be good for another? Life and my first thought of Zoomanity its in earliness never leaves me.The Zoomanic trance designed for one thing only and that one thing being the control of mankind and mankind's thoughts. You want to direct him and direct him according to your thoughts not your realities. Reality is not life and life is not reality because you are a man and man knows nothing. What do you know big man when you are small like the ant?The Zoomanic Zooman that were once humans walk, sit, breath and accept because those controls are what keeps mankind in place at all times. Once you control mankind you can sell to mankind, you can direct mankind you can even make mankind lift their hands to vote and follow you. This is because you have removed the question from their minds about life and what is life only to replace the human with the zooman and lock them tightly inside zoomanity.In my first book escape from zoo amity I touched on life but I touched on my life in a selfish way yet that selfish was was the start of a thought about life itself. The real question was is this it? I am resigned to existing and having to live my life controlled by others? I had lived a life where questioning anything was seen as stepping out of line with the rest of humanity yet it was a real question which was about life and it's purpose. My purpose and meaning had become crushed yet it was a moment when I realised I clearly wasn't alone in the crush. Human kind had become zoo mankind and humanity had become Zoomanity.Where was to lead? It led me to grow and develop and change directions in the thought for humanity and Zoomanity.I thought at one time all mankind should have to question everything and escape from their constraints yet the reality is most of mankind no longer think and their thinking and directions were not done for them this world would become chaos at its highest level. Is this an absolute of life then? Most humans can no longer think beyond their selfish inclinations? Zoomanity certainly has its mind and supported by mass media to feed the endless thirst for nothing in particular. ATV induced subclass dominates the earth.Zoomanity is now so powerful one life can spread to every corner of the earth in less than a day, in less than an hour and in some cases in less than a minute. It's power is uncontrolled and rampant yet is that what today's humanity actually needs rather than wants. Have we created a Zooman that has no process of thought? When I say thought I mean a human that of course can think about his choice of food and his choice of clothes and his choice of car yet cannot think about the real challenges in life that make a real difference. His life is a life that goes from Monday to Friday, from the start of a pay check to the spending off the pay check to the absolutes of Zoomanity and its followers. Tickle the ears, tickle the ears, tickle the ears of no one leaders of Zoomanity.Life where are you now, where have you gone and how to you show yourself? Can this new mankind revolve back to old mankind? Even the ability to identify what is the meaning of words has been lost.Does this mean man can never find his way back to humanity because the words or paths have been changed? Revolution once meant a revolving back to its original place. Today anti-revolution called revolution simply revolves unions humanity into war, chaos and the end of all things. Life why do you tease us all with labels and directions that will take us to a place if numbness? Is it good for a man to be under the control of invisible voices that neither know life or want to know about life? The controls of the bigger are not the greater they are simply bigger.Bigger means nothing, big can fall, big do fall and the fall for the mighty is greater than the less. How can the greater rulers of humanity know or even understand life? Life is not their mission and is nothing they know anything about. Life to them is a period where everything has to be gained from the less powerful than them. Life is about them and their wants. Needs of the mass have no place in the minds of the greater. The great ones are the old ones and the old ones are the manipulators of Zoomanity with their chants of absolute that have no basis in truth. Or do they? Black holes do they exist?I write no they do not but apparently from the minds and mouths of others they do exist. Do they exist or are these absolutes based on math really based on what they want to believe is an absolute. Even a placebo affect can be achieved with a thought. The chant of yes this is true eventually becomes the zoo manic absolute of this is true. Who said it is true and why is that truth part of life?Alan Forrest SmithPart 2. Coming.